December 2011
31 posts
Choke Hold
Life has me inspirationless.
Oh well, time to buy a tub of Häagen-daz or Ben & Jerry’s.
2011 is almost over. Inbox me something you've...
Helpless
I always feel so selfish when I need help. It’s a vicious cycle.
Living in a Nightmare
It’s weird lying awake at night not being able to sleep because of the fear you experience when you’re awake is so paralyzing.
What is terrorizing me so much? My greatest fear in life is being betrayed. Betrayal is like antifreeze, the most agonizing and dragged out route to a painful death. Betrayal doesn’t slap you in the face. It slowly seeps in, eating away at you,...
December 7
I guess I was wrong. 0.o
On the Worst of Times
The worst times bring out the worst in everyone.
It’s an unfortunate truth, and one that I’ve accepted long ago. In the past couple of days, I’ve seen it all come to light once again.
In terms of myself, I’ve got my back and those in my situation, which also means I’ll do whatever it takes. Help comes to those that help themselves, so #1 on my list is always me....
Tomorrow's Mission
Fixing my iTunes … so I can actually find a song I want to listen to. Kung nakita mo lang, nakakahiya talaga.
True Life: Beating Cancer
On November 11, while I was working abroad in Malta, I was told by my Mother that my Dad was diagnosed with prostate cancer. Needless to say, I was shocked. I remember immediately telling Yoshi that my Dad was diagnosed and calling home to talk to my parents. I managed to reach them both. The conversations always ended in tears. The week before, my Mom told me that his PSA was elevated and...
When The Going Gets Tough, Have Sex →
bjustin:
Featured in The Huntington News (Northeastern University’s newspaper)!!!
But why the craving for sex? Justin Bensan, a middler political science major, said a craving for sex is the same as a craving for chocolate – comforting.
“It makes you feel good both physically and emotionally. I think the only thing that makes it different is that you have to involve somebody with that...
your barkada.
nubarkada:
In this home, I saw a family.
The way we live tells us who we are.
We are filipinos who live under one roof.
We demonstrate our lifestyle and culture.
Togetherness, closeness, and unity.
Community ties bring neighbors together.
Family bonds shape our relationships and recognize the spirit of community.
As a family, we come together and build a home.
Welcome to your home, your...
It Doesn't End Here
We’re bigger than a name, we are family. A true barkada will never fall apart.
30 Day Challenge: Day 30
Picture of yourself.
Eating the moon … what, I was hungary!
30 Day Challenge: Day 29
Write about a recent dream that you had.
Well, I had this dream back in Malta, and it’s forever imprinted in my head. It was the week that I was going back to the US, and I had a dream about arriving home. I realized when I was looking through my luggage to see if everything was okay that I left all my pants in my room back in Malta. So, I sent Yoshi a message asking him to please mail...
30 Day Challenge: Day 28
Your favorite lyrics.
At least out loud, I won’t say I’m in love.
30 Day Challenge: Day 27
If you had three wishes, what would they be?
I wish that I knew everything. Smart people know that knowledge is power.
I wish there was no such thing as illness. Sure that would put me out of work, but I don’t really care if no one is in pain or suffering.
I wish I could live forever, but still look young. This is just for pure vanity.
30 Day Challenge: Day 26
List your biggest fears.
Getting old.
Feeling like I’m failing.
Deaths other than my own.
Falling into those grinds on the street or the glass where you can see below you in the department store.
Empty darkness.
Deep water where I can’t see/touch the bottom or ahead of me, but this rarely stops me from swimming in it.
Not finding true love.
30 Day Challenge: Day 25
Would you consider yourself an optimist or a realist?
Relatively speaking, I’m much more of realist. I have very optimist friends, but I’m always the one sneering a little and looking the other way seeing where things go wrong. I don’t find that life is more depressing or troublesome by my point-of-view, if anything, I’m more prepared and ready, as well as ready to...
30 Day Challenge: Day 24
Your ideal date.
My ideal date would be one that I was asked to. One where I put my whole night up to the other person. Food, laughs, a chat afterwards. Mayhaps some unexpected events happening as the date when on. Then, on my way out or if I were brought home, I would leave or start walking through the door, and just like a Hollywood movie, I get stopped. We look into each other’s...
The "U" "S" of "A"
I’m back! I’m dealing with a lot of mixed feelings now, which I was prepared for. I guess I’m going to feel funky for a while. It’s like when I would go to the Philippines and come home. I was on such a high, and when I come home I feel relieved that I’m back but awaiting the slap of reality to kick me back into gear.
At the airport I really cried. I thought I...
